i really hate it when i turn very moody and i just can't seem to smile. i hate it when i lose my temper and start to give my friends attitude. i hate it when i make people around me to dislike me,not willing to talk to me or even look at me.

but,
i dislike it when people just don't spare a thought for my feelings and say words that hurt me. i dislike when people don't care about what i say or what i do. i dislike when people leave me out,leaving me alone. i dislike it when i do not feel loved and appreciated. i dislike it when i have this ' i have no one ' feeling,i dislike it when people just treat me like im transparent.

why do i have so many problems :( being positive is one thing,but if there are too many problems how do you expect me to stay happy and jump around like how i always do?  i hope i have someone to talk to every night,i hope i have someone's shoulder to lean on when im tired. i hope all my problems go away,i want to be happy.

it's okay,youtube videos and tv shows cheer me up! the 8pm shows on channel 8 are really funny and also Jump!! i really love the feeling when i just can't stop laughing hahaha.

was watching quite a number of youtube videos today and it made me laugh a lot ahh :)



i will be okay!!!

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