i really hate it when i turn very moody and i just can't seem to smile. i hate it when i lose my temper and start to give my friends attitude. i hate it when i make people around me to dislike me,not willing to talk to me or even look at me.

but,
i dislike it when people just don't spare a thought for my feelings and say words that hurt me. i dislike when people don't care about what i say or what i do. i dislike when people leave me out,leaving me alone. i dislike it when i do not feel loved and appreciated. i dislike it when i have this ' i have no one ' feeling,i dislike it when people just treat me like im transparent.

why do i have so many problems :( being positive is one thing,but if there are too many problems how do you expect me to stay happy and jump around like how i always do?  i hope i have someone to talk to every night,i hope i have someone's shoulder to lean on when im tired. i hope all my problems go away,i want to be happy.

it's okay,youtube videos and tv shows cheer me up! the 8pm shows on channel 8 are really funny and also Jump!! i really love the feeling when i just can't stop laughing hahaha.

was watching quite a number of youtube videos today and it made me laugh a lot ahh :)



i will be okay!!!

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 Hellooo! I'm blogging today because it's a special day! Happy Birthday Shihyuan!! :)

To my dearest Shihyuan,
really miss your laugh and your lame jokes a lot a lot,I miss the times when we sit in the canteen on thursday mornings to chat and joke around,now that you're somewhere far away,i can't meet you and have heart to heart talk :(  Speech day 2012 is one of the days that i treasured the most because i finally get to meet you and talk to you!!! and of course that day was really well spent with you and you made me laugh so much!! although we couldnt meet up often but im glad that we still talk to each other through whatsapp/facebook,we might not be able to chat everyday because of my upcoming prelims and everything so im really sorry. i really love reading your replies,spazzing about people and i love how lame our conversations can get hahaha. you always tell me to work hard and score well for o levels so for you i will try my best,thank you for being my motivation! i hope you can really do well in your school and stay happy everyday! dont think too much about the sad stuffs and stay positive no matter what okay :)
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you're important and i love you so let's be best friends forever okay!



Happy Birthday once again! xoxo :)

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These songs above are just songs that I used to like a lot in the past :) And this song below is my current love! :)

You know I'm trying to make it happen for us right now
I got to do what I got to do, for me and you

I remember we were living like Kings and Queens
In the little tiny castle made of hopes and dreams
It was destiny, it was meant to be
We were so complete, the perfect team
And suddenly there's a glitch in the system
And between us is a big strip of distance
They say it's supposed to make the heart grow fonder
For more like I can tell it couldn't be wronger

A little bit of more goes a long way
A little bit of right goes the wrong way
I keep giving, you keep taking
I'm trying to make a living be patient

[Chorus:]
All dressed up nowhere to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming home

Listen,
I don't want you dancing by yourself
And I don't want you picturing yourself with someone else
I know I made some promises and honestly I wanted this to work out
I didn't know the shining star I found was 'bout to burn out
So what now? We go around like a record
I'm feelin' disconnected and you're feelin' disrespected
I don't know how this gonna wrap up
But till I'm home you should turn that track on

And that's all I get from you
But I give my all to you
And that's all I hear from you

[Chorus:]
All dressed up nowhere to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming home

I always think about her
Try to not overthink about her
I always dream about her
Try not to dream about her
I'm feelin' so lost without her
I try to come home
And it's so hard being out on my own
It breaks my heart to leave you alone

And that's all I get from you
But I give my all to you
And that's all I hear from you

[Chorus:]
All dressed up nowhere to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you're not coming home

I told you I'll be home
I told you I'll be back
(Play one more song 'til you go)
I told you I'll be home
I told you I'll be back
I told you I'll be back, girl
I told you I'll be home


Have a awesome sunday! :)

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This is how i update my blog when i am busy/lazy/tired.  MT O Levels on 28th of May omg x100000.

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Andy and Sonia got married! This is why I want to get married. You get to wear pretty wedding dress,you get to look the prettiest on that the wedding day,you make everyone to envy about your marriage,you get to take a lot of pretty pictures with your husband,you have a lifetime partner with you,SO AWESOME.


But then when time passes,there will be one person who gets too paranoid and quarrels becomes part of your marriage. Everything is not the same,no more sweet talks,no more hugs and kisses,lesser conversations.

LOL AM I THINKING TOO MUCH. BUT YES,getting married is a happy thing!! I hope Andy and Sonia happily ever after!

There are still alot of nice pictures at  http://jennysunblog.com/blog.cfm  go and take a look! And since i've already posted pictures why not videos about them too! LOL


And the video below is just a short cover of me singing Payphone! Please don't judge me LOL i know it sounds weird!

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Went to sing K with Joey,Jiahui,Melvin,Tery and Matthew on monday! Had a lot of fun! :)


I have no time to crap so I will just get to the point!!

I had a really good tuesday(which was yesterday) because...

1. I got 52/70 for my chinese paper 2 when I was feeling really unwell while doing the paper during focus!! My normal score is always around 45 so I'm really happy. Maybe the paper was easy HMM.

2. I found out my Mass Run timing!! 12.22,really quite pleased with my timing because it's faster than my normal run in school :) And I think I got into top ten really really happy!! Not trying to be proud here but because my aim for Mass Run was to get into top ten so yeah :)

3. Ice Lemon Tea is finally here!! LOL. I've been waiting for it because it's like out of stock for a very long time SO YAY. And I need to stop drinking ice lemon tea,i drank 4 bottles in 2 days LOL.

4. Did Trigo for amaths focus and I find the time was well spent because I've have forgotten about my further Trigo YAY.

But today was not a good day LOL.

 OKAY IM DONE BYE! 

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Hellooooo,today was good i guess? HAHA. Had pasta for breakfast,skipped lunch and had dinner @ J Cube. Was my first time going to J Cube and the shopping mall was okay la. The shops were really tall and the ice-skating rink looked really awesome hahaha. Not a good place for shopping but I enjoyed watching people ice-skate!! LOL.

Okay zai jian!

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I miss speech day so much :(


TGIF!! 3 days of holidays yayyyy I must fully make use of these 3 days must must must!

Okay bye bye HAHA.

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Happy Labour Day! LOL it is supposed to be a study-and-study-and-study day but I failed T.T Went over to Joey's house and started watching videos,did a bit of work and went home. I deserve to die.

 I want to go town and shop so badly,it's been so long since I can wear something nice and go out with my friends. OKAY I CANNOT COMPLAIN,after O levels I can shop 24 hours a day so no worries,I'll just hope that the world doesn't end so quickly cause I need to enjoy life and party like crazy!!

So,school starts tomorrow again.

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I hope that people that dislike me can tell me straight in the face and tell me my flaws so that I can change and be a better person. I don't want to be hated by people,I want to have more friends. What I always tell myself: " Stop hating,start loving".
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Having more paragraphs will make my post look longer LOL okay bye!

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